In an attempt to keep my head from exploding from all the questions, I emailed one of my cousins who now live in Australia with her husband and three children. She gently offered kind reassurance saying that all the questions and fears I had were completely normal :) An awesome suggestion she had is to start reading the Psalms 150 days before the wedding.
"Blessed is the man...
[who's] delight is in the law of the Lord
and on his law he meditates day and night.
He is like a tree planted by streams of water
that yields its fruit in its season
and its leaf does not wither.
In all he does, he prospers.
Psalm 1: 1a, 3-4
I guess that can be my prayer for mine and Matt's life together, that our delight is in His law, we bear good fruit in season, and that in all we do, we prosper. To God be the Glory.